07/16/2017

 I need a social media break but I have so many things that I need to do for this blog. I had a really deep conversation with somebody really wise and the way I think has completely been changed. For the longest of time I never saw myself as a “package”. I always see myself as Jael the girl that’s book smart. I use to think I would be really lucky If can find someone handsome to marry a person like me. Can you just imagine?

I have never ever seen myself as a package until now. It took a million and one people to tell me that I am beautiful before I started to accept it. I would always tell myself that I’m average looking and I should just forget beauty. I never thought I had anything to offer anybody because I grew up hearing that. I accepted it because I believed that whatever they told me was true. I have been looking at my flaws this whole time not knowing that I am enough. I’m not perfect but I am enough. I can cook, clean, bake, I’m intelligent, I can hold a home down, I have an amazing body and let’s not forget that I’m freaking beautiful. I am the freaking table. I now understand that I have a lot to bring to the table so I should know what to expect from my partner.