07/20/2017

Being vulnerable is such a risky thing. I keep having to remind myself that I can’t share my vulnerability with the world; they have not earned it. The one thing I feel I am in control of , that I feel like I own and should keep because it’s all I have I’m tempted to give away. Is it right? No but  something is pushing me to give this delicate thing away and I don’t know if the person I would give it to will take care of it… I have taken care of it for a long so I feel like maybe I’m the only one that can keep it safe but something keeps pushing me to give this thing away. I think to myself it’s all I have left with me, if I give it away then I will feel empty. I don’t want to feel empty because I have protected this thing for a very long time. I have ened up in situations I hated because of this thing… 

I want to protect this gift and give it to somebody who will work hard to earn it and more.