07/19/2017
I am facing problems that I have never faced before. Thoughts that I pushed away are suddenly finding their way back but I just keep thinking what the consequences of my actions will be. I meannn I know it and all but sometimes you just want to take a risk. Risk it all just to feel the feeling of warmth. I am facing new challenges, harder than the ones I pushed away the last time. What do you do when what you want is out of your reach…?!? Trust me I have I never been this way. I know you’re like “sis what’s goin on?” But really guys what do you do!? I have never felt this way before. I’m just processing these feelings whatever they are…. I don’t really know but I just thought I’d share.