Hey dolls,
I have been grappling with finding a balance in my life. At the beginning of this year, I was certain that I would pursue content creation full time. However, life had other plans, and I find myself facing frustrations, fatigue, and even moments of doubt, wondering if I am being foolish for persisting. As I grow older, I can’t help but feel the pressure of not achieving the success I envisioned on this path. Uncertainty surrounds me, and at times, it feels like I’m walking through a dark tunnel with no sight of light.
I started as a fashion blogger and transitioned into a style, beauty, and lifestyle content creator, dedicating over nine years of my life to this journey. Despite my persistent efforts, I have struggled to monetize my content, grow my following and finding my place in this industry. Nevertheless, my passion, drive, and commitment to this field remain unwavering. Even amidst the challenges and unmet expectations, I firmly believe that this industry is my calling. I can’t envision myself doing anything else, and I am determined to overcome these hurdles.
Through it all, I hold on to hope and belief that brighter days lie ahead. I recognize that success may not come as quickly as I hoped, but I am willing to keep pushing forward. This path may be challenging, but it aligns with my deepest desires and aspirations, making every effort worthwhile. I embrace the uncertainties, fears, and doubts, for I know they are stepping stones to growth and eventual achievement. With perseverance, dedication, and a genuine love for my craft, I am determined to carve out a successful path in this industry that I am truly passionate about.
– A very tired Jael signing out ✌🏾