I barely got any sleep last night because I was up late stressing. I have a million and one emails to write and respond to. I have spent my days stressing and asking myself why companies are not replying back to me. I saw the sun rise this morning and had an internal conflict if I should share that beautiful moment or keep it private. I eventually kept it private but couldn’t help but think that I’m probably over sharing my life…. or am I? The leaves on the tree in my view is exceptionally green this morning… what does that even mean. I mean yeah it’s spring but it’s been raining nonstop for almost three days now. Showers of blessing right?
My mind is a raging storm and sometimes I just need to breathe!
I can’t help but think I would be better off if I didn’t care what people think about me. The truth is I’m human and sometimes I seek the opinion of others. As a blogger I feel like everything about me is out there. Crazy because I put it out there… I guess what I’m really trying to say is that I’m struggling to find a balance between sharing and keeping some things private. I’m not use to being an open book because I’m a introvert and I like to keep my business private sis ya feel me?
There’s something to be said about living in the moment, if somebody tells me that one more time I’ll punch them in the face… just kidding. In all seriousness what does it means to live in the moment? For me I think it means to experience the moment without technologies and electronics to just experience the moment and only have mental memories. What do you think?
I’ve had a really hard time adjusting to the changes in my life. I was very negative for a long time then it’s like I woke up one day and realized who the hell I was and started to adjust myself like bitcchh you’re Jael! You’re JAEL! I let that sink in and all was right with the world again. Sometimes you just have to remind yourself who you are and don’t let people treat you anyhow you know what I mean?
That’s all for now, until next time stay fabu-lous!
Peace, love and happy shopping
