OOTD, Outfit of the day, POETRY

THE MOTIONS

October 16, 2017

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I’m so afraid to go through the motions.  I don’t want to wake up one day and realize that I have missed my life, pointlessly fighting for things that did not matter and living  an empty life. I don’t want to wake up one day and realized that I have missed my life. I’m so afraid of going through the motions. I hate routines, I get so afraid that I will fall deep and lose myself but my entire life is made of Routines. I routinely cry before my period, stress out because something big happens, fight those who love me and those who claims to love me. My life is a routine!! I’m slowly drowning in my routine. The sky is not always blue, it’s all about perspective. I routinely write poems when I’m emotional. I cry when things don’t go my way and I have a fear of commitment. I’m love to run away from my problems or any problems for that matter. Let’s be real, I. am. afraid. of. commitment. But somehow I have committed to a routine for 3 months now. 
I am afraid that when I finally commit to someone that they’ll let me down. I’ll have to pick up the broken pieces by myself. My biggest fear is that I won’t be loved in return. I don’t want to live my life going through the motions. I don’t want to wake up one day and realize that I missed my life. I don’t want to go through the motions.
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  1. okpaloafe rawlings

    October 16, 2017 at 4:10 pm

    Am short of words to describe this stylish, amazing and gorgeous pictures.

    http://rawlingsunday.wordpress.com

  2. Kimii'sKaleidoscope

    October 16, 2017 at 5:57 pm

    This outfit is cute and this photos are amazing but GURL, this poem has given me so much life! You literally wrote down my entire life story!!!
    Love it- great post!
    Tisha x

  3. The Destiny Dive

    October 17, 2017 at 4:54 pm

    Between this outfit and this poem I am getting all types of life this Tuesday afternoon!!

  4. Keli Budnik

    October 17, 2017 at 4:55 pm

    Thanks for sharing. I think a lot of people can relate to this. No one wants to wake up one day to realize all they've missed. 🙂

  5. Lauren E.

    October 17, 2017 at 5:45 pm

    Great poem. You really expressed the fear that a lot of us feel when it comes to monotony. Sometimes I like having a routine, but sometimes it's refreshing to switch things up and do something different from the norm. Also, cute pics!

  6. lamees moemen

    October 17, 2017 at 5:46 pm

    Wow, you left me speechless after those words. Everything will happen in the right for a good reason. ❤️❤️❤️

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