Read My latest project “A Farewell to sleepless Nights” here
I’m so afraid to go through the motions. I don’t want to wake up one day and realize that I have missed my life, pointlessly fighting for things that did not matter and living an empty life. I don’t want to wake up one day and realized that I have missed my life. I’m so afraid of going through the motions. I hate routines, I get so afraid that I will fall deep and lose myself but my entire life is made of Routines. I routinely cry before my period, stress out because something big happens, fight those who love me and those who claims to love me. My life is a routine!! I’m slowly drowning in my routine. The sky is not always blue, it’s all about perspective. I routinely write poems when I’m emotional. I cry when things don’t go my way and I have a fear of commitment. I’m love to run away from my problems or any problems for that matter. Let’s be real, I. am. afraid. of. commitment. But somehow I have committed to a routine for 3 months now.
I am afraid that when I finally commit to someone that they’ll let me down. I’ll have to pick up the broken pieces by myself. My biggest fear is that I won’t be loved in return. I don’t want to live my life going through the motions. I don’t want to wake up one day and realize that I missed my life. I don’t want to go through the motions.
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