I’m such a stubborn child lordddd knows. I have made so many people cry … I feel bad but I just can’t help it. I have noticed my stubbornness being very present in every aspect of my life. It’s honestly exhausting because I feel like I’m constantly protesting against things I want and fighting with those I love.
God has been trying to make me understand his plans and pretty much redirect my life, but babyyy ?I’m so stuck in my ways. It’s my way or no way. My question is always “why do I have to go with your plans?” I have been trying to channel this energy into my work.
The fact that I do whatever it is I say I’m going to do is very scary. I have put myself in dangerous situations because I refused to do things the “logical way”. It’s like I can not be stopped!
Everyone complains about me being too much but I cannot help it!! I realize that this could be a positive trait if I can just use it wisely and adjust a few things in my life but the powers from my foundation will not just let me lol.
Here I am today acknowledging that I am a stubborn person but I want to use my stubbornness for positivity and to benefit my destiny. I don’t know how I’m going to go about it but I believe the first step is acknowledgment. I’m tired of being a threat to myself, I’m tired of harming myself because I refuse to see beyond. Today I have said my truth in the spirit of transparency and I plan on moving forward.
To the boys and girls reading this if you’re anything like me just start by acknowledging your flaw(s). It’s hard thinking that something might be wrong with you but it’s harder not accepting that you have flaws. I plan on breaking myself down to build the character I deserve.
That’s all for now, until next time stay fabu-lous!
Peace, love and happy shopping
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