POETRY

WHEN I REALIZED I WAS SCARRED

 
 

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When I realized I was scarred
By: Jael Providence
When I realized I was scarred
I did not cry
I did not hide
I did not make a move
I was not mad
I was not sad
I was not moved
I thought it was the beginning of my end.
I lived,
I laughed,
And I loved.
It was the beginning of my end.
My heart was a riot
My mind a battle field.
The quiet nights
Lonely beds and rioting hearts .
The beginning of my end was when I confessed to myself that I loved you.
I liked what we had because I liked you.
Amazingly you were the beginning of my end.
Sweet poison
Slowly drowning
Faded voices
Non discerning
Amazingly you were my regret
Broken heart beats
Faded foot steps
Empty words
And faded voices but
When I realized you broke me,
I did not hope
I did not wander
I did not wait or plunder
Instead I wondered
I leaped
Caught a flight and exhaled
Breathe in.
 Breathe out.
I learned to love,
I learned to love,
I learned to love.
The way my father showed me on the cross.
I caught a flight and exhaled
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
My weary old heart, broken and torn pumped for the first time,
I heard it beat for the first time,
Then I knew I was healing.
When I realized I was scarred
 I learned to love all over again.

That’s all for now, until next time stay fabu-lous!

 
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  1. Felicia Grace

    November 4, 2017 at 5:35 am

    That's a lovely poem! It'll be great if you paragraphed them. Keep it up.

  2. Sherry Saw

    November 4, 2017 at 10:33 am

    great poem to read and I like to read it again.
    yeah we need to learn to love all over again 😀

  3. Sreekar

    November 4, 2017 at 12:45 pm

    A beautiful one right there! Loved your words. So true!

  4. Hey Sharonoox

    November 4, 2017 at 6:41 pm

    Nice poem. Very well written!

  5. idayu nim

    November 5, 2017 at 12:29 am

    when love, pain and soreness will not be felt. and when we are in the pain and soreness, all this are ripening

  6. Shub B

    November 5, 2017 at 1:21 am

    Oh such a well written and beautiful poem. I really love the words, so true.

  7. Jael

    November 5, 2017 at 5:54 pm

    Yes, definitely. Thanks for stopping by x.

  8. Jael

    November 5, 2017 at 5:54 pm

    Wow, thank you. So nice of you…

  9. Miera Nadhirah Tan

    November 8, 2017 at 1:46 am

    this is very nice.. I want to move on too but unfortunately I can't at the moment due to circumstances…

  10. Jael

    November 10, 2017 at 4:39 am

    Hang in there hun. It gets better with time. When things settle you’ll find a way. ?

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