WHEN I REALIZED I WAS SCARRED
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When I realized I was scarred
By: Jael Providence
When I realized I was scarred
I did not cry
I did not hide
I did not make a move
I was not mad
I was not sad
I was not moved
I thought it was the beginning of my end.
I lived,
I laughed,
And I loved.
It was the beginning of my end.
My heart was a riot
My mind a battle field.
The quiet nights
Lonely beds and rioting hearts .
The beginning of my end was when I confessed to myself that I loved you.
I liked what we had because I liked you.
Amazingly you were the beginning of my end.
Sweet poison
Slowly drowning
Faded voices
Non discerning
Amazingly you were my regret
Broken heart beats
Faded foot steps
Empty words
And faded voices but
When I realized you broke me,
I did not hope
I did not wander
I did not wait or plunder
Instead I wondered
I leaped
Caught a flight and exhaled
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
I learned to love,
I learned to love,
I learned to love.
The way my father showed me on the cross.
I caught a flight and exhaled
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
My weary old heart, broken and torn pumped for the first time,
I heard it beat for the first time,
Then I knew I was healing.
When I realized I was scarred
I learned to love all over again.
That’s all for now, until next time stay fabu-lous!
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RAJ MSD
November 1, 2017 at 9:27 amNice one
Mary Talbott
November 2, 2017 at 4:14 amSimply beautiful!
Felicia Grace
November 4, 2017 at 5:35 amThat's a lovely poem! It'll be great if you paragraphed them. Keep it up.
Sherry Saw
November 4, 2017 at 10:33 amgreat poem to read and I like to read it again.
yeah we need to learn to love all over again 😀
Sreekar
November 4, 2017 at 12:45 pmA beautiful one right there! Loved your words. So true!
Hey Sharonoox
November 4, 2017 at 6:41 pmNice poem. Very well written!
idayu nim
November 5, 2017 at 12:29 amwhen love, pain and soreness will not be felt. and when we are in the pain and soreness, all this are ripening
Shub B
November 5, 2017 at 1:21 amOh such a well written and beautiful poem. I really love the words, so true.
Jael Perkins
November 5, 2017 at 5:53 pmThank you
Jael
November 5, 2017 at 5:53 pmThank you ?
Jael
November 5, 2017 at 5:54 pmYes, definitely. Thanks for stopping by x.
Jael
November 5, 2017 at 5:54 pmWow, thank you. So nice of you…
AziRahmanDotCom
November 6, 2017 at 1:51 amNice one…thank you.
Miera Nadhirah Tan
November 8, 2017 at 1:46 amthis is very nice.. I want to move on too but unfortunately I can't at the moment due to circumstances…
Jael
November 10, 2017 at 4:38 amYou’re welcome
Jael
November 10, 2017 at 4:39 amHang in there hun. It gets better with time. When things settle you’ll find a way. ?
Bella Leong 梁秘旖
November 19, 2017 at 7:54 amVery nice! ?
Jael
November 20, 2017 at 10:43 pmThanks hun